Monday

I'm not really sure how I feel about today. Today was a day of relief, but I know what relief feels like and this is not it. I'm only living in a facade of peace.
 Family, friends, tasks to be done, it all brings more stress. Work, school, play, everything is more things to be put on the schedule.

I miss not being able to really relax. The world moves too fast for my mind to see.

I want to talk, but it's hard to talk to people who are moving.
Everything is moving.

I wish it all would stop.
For just a moment.
Let me relish this moment and let me say when I'm ready to move again.


C.B.